Tormented by IPPT

For the past 2 months, I have been taking IPPT for countless times. Going to Khatib Camp almost every Saturday and watching that stupid IPPT video. Almost made for a pass but end up failing with my IPPT window closed...

Still pressed on to train till ICT to take again, coz if pass during ICT then wun kana RT anymore. Took it during the 1st day of ICT, well every static station was cleared until the 2.4km run...I struggled on the 2nd lap but ended up suffering an abdominal cramp by the roadside, worst when the road marshaller comms the conducting party that I fainted...but in fact I was still wide awake, telling every passer-by to carry on running and ignore my presence...

Same as every ICT, was caught and delayed at the In-Pro centre for colored hair...seems like every ICT have to do technical handling...strip and assemble the weapon until sianz...A simple exercise was conducted on the gloomy 3rd day of ICT, ended up waiting under the BKE bridge to wait for the rain to clear before the exercise starts...Arggh, have to camou on again...The exercise was a defence one, with 5 people from our company survived from the attacks...We hid behind the mine fields, and before I was forced to fire any blank rounds, the exercise was cut...wahaha, no rounds fired, so no need to clean the arms...

Well on the last day of ICT, I finally struggled to clear IPPT with a 100 bucks incentive; despite re-doing the sit-up station coz the stupid faulty machine didn't count my correct sit-ups in the first place...This marks the end of the 4th ICT, and hope to see the same people around for the 5th one coming in less than a year's time...

狡辯

管中流道：“我始終都要敗企你手上，你要殺就殺！”

雲飛揚收劍入鞘後，面對慘敗的管中流道：“你當然要死。你出身名門正派，峨嵋有難，你不但冇去重整師門，反而投靠邪魔歪道。我問你，你點樣對得住你師傅？重有乜面目見江湖人士呢？”

管中流不服氣地道：“雲飛揚，你講得好響。勝者為王，敗者為寇。你而家贏咗，當然滿口直言嚟教訓我。但係我反問你一句，你吃咗人哋嗰冰山雪蓮，害得人哋滿門抄斬，你對不對得住為你死咗嗰人？”

雲飛揚的心似被利劍刺入，無奈地道：“呢件事我都唔想...”

管中流接著道：“冇錯，你可以恁樣講。但係人哋到底全家始終都係為你而死。相反，我雖然不擇手段去學武功，但係人家冇因爲我而死！”

雲飛揚怒道：“恁依貝莎嗰死又點啊？”

管中流道：“依貝莎嗰死只不過係因爲感情太脆弱。她可以唔死，但係陸丹全家就不能不死！”

香港麗的電視劇
《天蠶變》

Learn to Live with a Purpose

Had a good rest after ending a 3 full days forex trading seminar, almost slept throughout today...Made some new friends during the seminar, learning about trading psychology, money management, trading strategies, as well as identifying myself and my own beliefs...

On our first day of the seminar, I was teamed with a promising young man, still serving NS. We almost won the prize bowl of $1,200, trading with our demo account. The key to win was to lose as much as we can thru trading. Oh man, it's already hard to trade for profits…we also learnt that it’s also hard to blow up our demo account.

Thru the participated games, it made me think a lot of the emotions and the past that I underwent before...Everyone shared their own experiences and knowledge, which encouraged everyone to learn about each other's purposes. It also made realized that I have actually not been caring about the people and environment around me. That's why I need to think thru my mind and search for a purpose in life...